2010 [30 Dec 2009|09:00pm] girlunchanged resolutions: 2009 & 10 -get the tattoo i want in replacement of piercing or vice versa...but i think this is making the list again this year....i think i'm all set with my ears and nose and navel. -continue to be decisive, especially in regards to school and work, and relationships...must communicate choices better -declare a major however, double majoring is ruining my life, so might change depending on discussion with FA about law school and trinidad experience -after discussion, appropriate research in decided direction -continue to enjoy personal oxymoronic tendencies -play more (harmless!!!!!! and not annoying!!!!!) tricks -continue my healthy eating and gym routine but not drop my b.m.i. below 18.5 or 122 lbs (currently 19.5-6/129 lbs)...and maintaining personal awareness of potentially compulsive behavior -watch more u.c.b. -go on a road trip and have it not fall through. LIANNE AND I ARE MAKING IT TO TEXAS OVER SPRING BREAK, or MONTREAL FOR OUR BIRTHDAYS, I DON'T CARE. -write down music i hear and like and download it asap instead of baking out and forgetting -help someone everyday/do something for someone i care about/put energy towards a good cause -stop hanging out with people who are unsympathetic -stop hanging out with people who fuck me over on a continued basis and i forgive for no reason...don't forgive entirely just communicate -make something i am very proud of...my papers for history of sexuality and literary analysis for nella larsen & claude mckay =). keeping it up! -write more/read more for leisure. especially because i keep re-reading specific books and not finishing new ones. -go with my gut -be more observant -know my size and the space i occupy...i will avoid a lot of clumsy accidents doing this -expand my already noxious vocabulary -don't be so judgmental, i am very excited about this, i keep getting smacked in the face by this periodically but i am getting better -break the romanticized visions i have about living and certain life styles. -stop making schedules that are over the top -sleep more -dance more -work and make a lot of cash money dolla bills -get and stay confident about what i have to say -introspection is crucial but shouldn't be so critical -everything is a learning experience, evaluated objectively as such, et cetra -everything will change/things fall apart (the harder parts of learning experiences) -quit smoking -branch out -implement full out sex-ed program by the summer -get waitressing job of some description in worcester -go somewhere amazing over the summer and kezar lake <33, amazing in terms of personal experience, going to trinidad in january so there. -reconnect with CFSers/go to the folk festival in august....again again! -get inspired, stay inspired -make more art -take more random mini vacations, love VT and NY foreverr. 1 comment|post comment

[27 Dec 2009|11:26pm] countme_out There is so much blackness noone to discuss this disease with Noone to relate to Noone smart enough anyway All that once was The breathing sounds at such high stakes post comment

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