Jane

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 01:19:54 GMT

So going back to school was only a little overwhelming. I went to the library after school because I knew id actually get homework done there, and I returned the movies that were racking up late fees on Nick's account AND i renewed the Rush CD he wanted me to listen to. Yes, I also paid for the late fees that I caused, which werent nearly as bad as I had feared.

After I did most of my homework, but not all of it, I went to Cams Drivers Ed for FOUR HOURS. Yes, thats right. That means I have only 3 more classes to do until I graduate Cams. Right in time for my 18th birthday, which means I wont have to deal with the restrictions of a JOL but I'll have the insurance cut-back from graduating driver's ed.

I'm actually kind of excited about this.

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 15:53:28 GMT

Set the music player of your choice to shuffle and ask these questions aloud and press play.

I thought this was fun but the questions get repetitive. Its kind of like applying to Shaws.

Will I get far in life?
Song: Cities
Artist:The Talking Heads
Comment:Find myself a city to live in?

How do my friends see me?:
Song: Astro Zombies
Artist: The Misfits
Comment: Yes.

Where will i get married?:
Song: 40 oz to Freedom
Artist:Sublime
Comment: Oh geez

What is my best friend's theme song?:
Song: So Here We Are
Artist: Bloc Party
Comment: Hmm..it's a nice song, but I dont think she's ever heard it.

What is the story of my life?:
Song: Always Love
Artist: Nada Surf
Comment: Always love, hate will get you evertime.

What is/was high school like?:
Song: Colorblind
Artist: Counting Crows
Comment: Depressing and reminescent of "Cruel Intentions"

How can i get ahead in life?:
Song: Post Modern Grils
Artist: The Strokes & Regina Spektor
Comment: Why you gotta say it if you know it’s something wrong (why do you say it like that)

What is the best thing about me?:
Song: Don't Lie
Artist: The Black Eyed Peas
Comment: I'm honest?

How is today going to be?:
Song: Where Gravity Is Dead
Artist: Laura Veirs
Comment: :/

What is in store for this weekend?:
Song: The Stripper Song
Artist: Wyclef Jean
Comment: Just cause she dance go go, it dont make her a ho, no!

What song describes my parents?:
Song: Father in the Forest
Artist: Matisyahu
Comment: That worked out well because my dad is sad about me and my sister going to college.

my grandparents?:
Song: My Humps
Artist: The Black Eyed Peas
Comment: hahahah.

How is my life going?
Song: Don't Worry
Artist: All American Rejects
Comment: I worry, I wonder all the time why worry? Its killing me, forget about it.

What song will they play at my funeral?:
Song: It Ain't me Babe
Artist: Johnny Cash and June Carter
Comment: I did enjoy "Walk the Line"

How does the world see me?:
Song: The Best of Me
Artist: The Starting Line
Comment: Aww, thats so cute.

Will I have a happy life?
Song: Where Soul Meets Body
Artist: Deathcab For Cutie
Comment: I want to live where soul meets body and let the sun wrap its arm's around me. I think that means I will.

What do my friends really think of me?:
Song: Yo
Artist: Chris Brown
Comment: Tell me fellas have you seen her? It was about 5 minutes ago, when I seen the hottest chick that youngin ever seen before...

Do people secretly lust after me?:
Song: Bohemian Like You
Artist: The Dandy Warhols
Comment: Cause I like you, yea I like you, and I'm feeling so bohemian like you

How can I make myself happy?:
Song: I'll Follow You Into The Dark
Artist: Deathcab For Cutie
Comment: I always was a hopeless romantic.

What should I do with my life?:
Song: Same In The End
Artist: Sublime
Comment: I guess it doesn't matter, because it'll be the same in the end.

Will I ever have children?
Song: July, July!
Artist: The Decemberists
Comment: I can't tell.

What is some good advice?:
Song: A Praise Chorus
Artist: Jimmy Eat World
Comment: No, I'm not going to live my life wonderin!

What is my signature dancing song?:
Song: Hey There Delilah
Artist: Plain White T's
Comment: Its not really a dance song, but its nice.

What do I think my current theme song is?:
Song: The Engine Driver
Artist: The Decemberists
Comment: Ha, I guess so.

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
Song: Sweet November
Artist: Tegan and Sarah
Comment: It's a silly time to learn to swim when you start to drown.

What do I really want from life?
Song: Damnit
Artist: Blink 182
Comment: I think that "blink 182" would be an accurate answer to that question.

What should I do to help others?
Song: There It Go (DIPSET)
Artist: Juelz Santana
Comment: There go, bring it here, baby? Should I bring it here? Bring what here?

What should i do to help myself?
Song: Close My Eyes
Artist: Matisyahu
Comment: I guess I should close my eyes.

What should I do to succeed in life?
Song: Verme
Artist: Baby Ranks and Notch
Comment: I think the first step is learning to speak spanish.

What is my one most important goal in life?
Song: You and Me
Artist: Lifehouse
Comment: To find true love?

What do I get the most pleasure from?
Song: Shine a Light
Artist: Wolf Parade
Comment: Waiting for something that'll never arrive? I don't get much pleasure out of that at all!

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 13:03:33 GMT

more soon!

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 05:57:50 GMT

Today was the best day ive had in a long time. I wrote about it. But you can't read. Because the HTML editor lost my entry.

I swam in the Charles.

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 00:31:02 GMT

My computer has been gone for practically a week! Ive been wandering around the house wondering what to do with myself. I cleaned my room! I still don't have a job though. ha!

I changed my sn to JaneMarjorie88. Marjorie is my middle name. It probably won't work. Everytime i try to change my screename it ends up being lame. But i've seriously had alteredmind32 since 7th grade. I got it from a pair of pants at hottopic. They were 32 inches. ROCK.

I am SO glad to be back.

wait - they don't love you

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 16:14:17 GMT

ive been doing a swim clinic thing at 6 am every morning since tuesday. So this was my third day. Its really intense for me because ive never swam competitively before and i don't know the strokes and i havent had any exercise except playing wink at star island since my surgery last may. So im REALLY out of shape. But thats why i like this swim thing so much, because i know its going to get me in shape and im not going to be embarassed in gym class because i cant run a lap without getting out of breath and maybe i'll even lose a few pounds.

Other than that ive been just hanging out. I really want to hang out with everyone i don't normally get to hang out with this summer. Today Lyndsey and I are going to buy cowboy boots at the garment district. It will be good.

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Sun, 13 Jun 2004 21:16:57 GMT

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Fri, 11 Jun 2004 15:57:33 GMT

So i'm sick again. I couldn't even go to school today. My mom says if im feeling better tomorrow she can drive me to Arlington but i can't go tonight :( ahhhh. Star Island in a week.

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 20:07:50 GMT

It's 4 o clock pm and I JUST woke up.

Fri, 28 May 2004 18:30:49 GMT

so i'm better. :) well not really but i have enough medicine to last me the weekend. yay. I am so excited. I bought 2 disposable cameras. Alright well ill see everyone on Tuesday. (prom night)

Fri, 28 May 2004 06:04:26 GMT

So... i am feeling a lot like shit. It's 2 am and i can't hear out of my left ear but i can feel out of my left ear and it HURTS. The rest of me is.. so so.. I have a stuffed nose and a tiny sore throat. But those symtoms are easily dismissed. It's my ear infection thats bringing me down. I need to get it to go away before massive con. If i don't then.. i can't go. :(
I wonder if i should even go if i have a slight cold. I don't want other people to get it.
But i really want to go. I've been waiting for MONTHS.
shit, man.

Mon, 24 May 2004 03:06:14 GMT

So today i made my coming of age. It was nice. Then i went to a party for my sister and myself at my aunts house. I kept forgetting the party was for me. It was weird. Then i ended up getting 200 dollars because it was a birthday party slash coming of age party and my mom made REALLY good cake. My cousin is listening to good bands, now, i knew she would. Her parents dont let her go to shows though. She's almost thirteen. so im going to take her to show when she sleeps over. alright well thats about it except massive con next week woohoo! :D

Fri, 14 May 2004 20:53:49 GMT

I'm so pissed. The new MCR stuff fucking sucks. Well there's one song out of three that i've heard that i really like. It's called "Thank you for the venom". The rest is vomit inducing.

Tue, 11 May 2004 01:41:41 GMT

So i got the new northstar cd. It's friggin amazing. Except I still like "Is This Thing Loaded?" better. But only because the lyrics seem to be written better. But it's all cool. I cant really think of anything else thats going on except that everyone's boyfriends seem to be breaking up with them. Elise's boyfriend Adam just broke up with her (thank god) but i still feel bad for her because i know it hurts. He was a creep though, seriously.
AND
I can't wait for May 20th, 23rd, and 28th!

Thu, 06 May 2004 23:27:05 GMT

i put sunless tanner on my legs about 2 hours ago and my legs are still a pale pink. The bottle says 2-4 hours but i dont see a fake tan anywhere in the near future for me. :( Well the semi's tomorrow. I dont really care too much about looking good but I like dressing up, its fun. It's like the time they all slept over and after we watched the shining, we all dressed up in my closet full of dress up clothes and walked to Lizzys. Speaking of Lizzys, i believe someone hired them to serve us Sundays on the harbor.

+ big time sensuality +

Mon, 03 May 2004 13:56:43 GMT

Which one of my friends are you?

If i were a guy, that would be me.
Except i want to die old, and stay youthful as long as i can.
I don't usually post quiz results but whatever :P I'm home today. i can do whatever i want. Except go out.

Mon, 03 May 2004 01:02:59 GMT

So i walked 20 miles today, and then i lost julia in boston. And now im not going to school tomorrow.

Windy Day in Boston

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 23:09:46 GMT

So Earthfest today. Went in with Mary, after my art class. Third Eye Blind was nice, something fell and eight people were sent to the hospital, I didnt see many people i knew. We walked to H&M and a few stores around it and also down newbury street. All over the place. Teased the squirrels. Bought new issue of Vogue so i could think about designing a dress. Home. Called Frankie. Called Nick. and now i am doing research on Paul Revere!

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 00:46:52 GMT

So ive picked up photoshop again.

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 02:45:47 GMT

whatever, man, i wish everyone would just stop being so lame. I am kind of hurt, i wasn't at first, but i am now. I'm not even going to bother being angry or fighting back because this is just stupid. Can't we just forget about it? There are more important things, i keep saying this because it is true.

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 01:47:40 GMT

Fuck you, too, John. Get the fuck over youself. You signed up for those classes and you are going to have a wonderful time writing those papers! And im sorry that you couldnt get drunk, high, or laid but sometimes there are other ways of having fun, like spending a total of three hours on a subway with the best people in the world.

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 04:19:44 GMT

I'm not going to write about how incredibly upset i am that i am stuck home alone on saturday night. It's partially my own fault, partially my sister is a douche.

Instead i will talk about how awesome it is that three of my favorite bands are coming out with new albums/Lps at the same time.

Stiffed (EP)
Northstar
and My Chemical Romance.

I can't wait to hear them. Maybe then i won't mind being stuck home as much.

Apocalyptic, man.

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 11:19:39 GMT

It's 6:18, i just got back from a run/brisk walk around mallard and down beaver brooke. I can feel my skin glowing. It's wonderful.
I woke up at 5:30, unharmed and on my own, after falling asleep in front of an open window. The fresh air is pure gold to me since my grandmother and her ciggarettes have been here. I had really good dreams. I was really down yesterday because i was so overwhelmed. I believe i have every day until september planned out. And now i need to reschedule my guitar lessons but to when?? I have decordova tuesday, art club wednesday, gsa thursday, friday. Maybe friday after school. But theres a show later that evening. I feel like that girl in that book i read who failed her SATs. Only my grades have always sucked.
But anyway, screw that im still in a good mood. ;)

Wed, 17 Mar 2004 13:37:11 GMT

So we only got a delay but i'm staying home anyway. fuckers. ;)

Tue, 16 Mar 2004 23:53:39 GMT

"Forever" - Ben Harper

Not talkin' 'bout a year
No not three or four
I don't want that kind of forever
In my life anymore
Forever always seems
to be around when it begins
but forever never seems
to be around when it ends
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do From you

People spend so much time
Every single day
Runnin' 'round all over town
Givin' their forever away
But no not me
I won't let my forever roam
and now I hope I can find
my forever a home
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you

Like a handless clock with numbers
An infinite of time
No not the forever found
Only in the mind
Forever always seems
to be around when things begin
but forever never seems
to be around when things end
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you